Thursday, July 28, 2016

August 1

This day will have forever changed my life.


August 1, 2013 I found out, for a lack of better words, what a truly sick minded fuck my ex really is.

August 1, 2016 is the deadline I have, put in place by one of the judges in the Pinal County Superior Court of Arizona, to turn MY kids, MY beautiful twin girls, over to my ex and his family.

I just hope that whatever long term effects this has on the kids and however damaging this is to their beautiful little minds, that they understand I have been, am and always will be fighting FOR them. Because that's what a mother does when she loves her kids.

*** Please note that any and all colorful language that you feel comfortable using- it certainly applies, will not be deleted and is perfectly fine by me. You're welcome***

Friday, July 1, 2016

I'm still here

Although I haven't posted anything new in about 5 months, I wanted to post and let everyone know that I'm still here. My life has been crazy over the past 3 years and there has been a lot going on at times that I either couldn't talk about or didn't want to talk about because of the ongoing crap in the fallout and the aftermath.

The short version is this-
The ex and I split up the end of 2013. The divorce was finally, final in April of last year 2015. There's still ongoing issues in court as a result. I doubt anyone finds that hard to believe. Am I right?

Most of the horses went to new homes. Of the 4 left, I got 3 and have since whittled it down to 2- my pony Katman and my TB mare. I am content with this. They fit in my trailer for the haul when the kids and I moved out of state.

Sure there's plenty of gory details in all of this and a shit ton lot of blog fodder for those who enjoy some juicy gossip. Drama du jour as well to complete the whole package.... I'm sure he's still watching my blogs for any posts about this, hoping for any little shred or scrap he can use against me, but for the most part, he made his own bed and the writing is all. over. that. wall. That's his mess to own.